Million Billion Trillion

watched (name), like others, dissapear into black mist and just vaporise after swallowing a part
and rocks role over a cliff edge
ocean below taking parts
and churning them into eternal greens

pull back eyelids and the ones you know
arent there anymore
everyone is grown up tall and the earnst looks
are replaced by the empty of the drink they took

when they stepped, when you blinked
and it all changed

so when and where and how and why

i was taking tabelts of the tricking kind
your instantly dancing with a million strangers
who are all your closest friends that you can find
the old love and the new love are the same love
when your out of your mind

trusted with the holiest hope
vaporises into a black mist
rocks role over the cliff
eyes roll back to catch a glimpse (of what it was that you hoped for)

I'd hoped, I'd spent hours praying
that we'd be old and wise
and escape the harm, just eat the beauty of life
be with you,

so that you would never have to be alone. so that i would never have to be alone.