Million Billion Trillion

small sideline distraction at the moment is running and nutrition, im doing it on purpose because its such a great metaphor for life. I run like Im carrying the message that saves the world to the edge of the earth: and that is truer than we know. I love it, and my ongoing love affair with struggle and hardness, mountains and impasse. Its always a three way battle body, soul and mind, but when they're all on the same path, running the same race its an eagle dropping out of the big sky and lifting you up so high. And nutrition is so cool, i love organising what im eating and thinking about what its got in it, and whats its going to be good for and how much energy im going to have on my next run because of it.

So much in my life is out of my control, it especially feels like it right now, so this is my One Thing and it makes me feel strong - body. And God is my One, who gives my spirit strength and I know what He has planned for me is somthing so great, it makes also makes me scared. And then my heart, which wants a human hand to hold, well its getting really fine at being alone. alone and lonely are different things though.

my goals for the week:
- fish, nuts, raw vege, berries, potatoes, mushrooms, tomatoes, eggs...etc yum yum yum!
- no coffee....no Moores/:
- monday - long run, visit Marianne
- tuesday - 10 k ride, short run, sprints
- wed - med run, sprints, pay credit card
- thurs - rest day - , take Nan to movies for her birthday
- fri - med run, sprints
- sat - event!!!
- church, recover run, try my new skirt on....please fit!!!!!

pray points: I remember God before He reminds me, that i find a way over this church-folk phobia, I speak up and not get nervous in Theology class, be a better friend and not so selfish.