Million Billion Trillion

hills salty river a thousand birds
monsoon rain martini smokes
rave desert empty friendly
ready to love
but not you
and ready to leave
the moment im thru.

a few years ago i had some heart health problems that meant i wasnt supposed to run, but im so much better now. and it feels 10000000 times more euphoric everytime i think of it. it seems like when youve come through something that feels like it will swallow you, well, it feels like then there is nothing that can swallow you. you feel your blood pulsing, your heart racing, sweat pouring and everything outside is telling you stop inside, but youve been here before, and you get this rush of ecstacy that makes your tablets seem like a raisin; and run, you run and its not like you noticed the anit-you crowd dropping off, but they dissipated when you ran out of the darkenss into the marvellous sun. you think you love me,and think i love you (and why not, so handsom and smart? like it means somthing), and your sitting there in old farm house Norfolk wondering about how to let me off lightly, then call me back when your needy, so i stopped for a moment out of a cocky sort of kindness to remind you that: the sun is shining very brightly and

when I run, warren, I run like never before.